Trying to Clear My Mind

"No matter who we are, no matter what our circumstances,

our feelings and emotions are Universal."

-Unknown

I've had a few thoughts pounding in my mind the last couple days. You know, when you're laying in bed trying to sleep, or driving in a silent car and these are the only things you can think of... Yeah I wish my brain had an off switch at times.

1. I feel like I need a spontaneous adventure. I keep looking at flights to go somewhere... anywhere really just to pick up and go for a bit. I never go through with it though, I guess that's the "planner" in me.
2. I keep wondering why I can't just come out and tell certain people how I much I really care about them and want them in my life. I guess we shield our heart so much so it won't get hurt but aren't we really hurting ourselves more by not letting our heart be free and honest with ourselves and the people we love the most? I think uncertainty is harder than heartbreak/rejection sometimes because you are constantly wondering, when you could be moving on or developing something wonderful.
3. I miss Garrett. Its amazing how these feelings pop up sometimes. I miss his voice... Maybe its because I'm starting to get scared that I'm going to forget how it sounds...